Thursday, December 31, 2009

Wow

This year has been quite the year....I will be glad when it is over!! Maybe next year so many of my family members won't pass on :( Well it is soon to be a new year and with that comes a new outlook and attitude in life for me. I have learned from all of my ups and downs this year and now it is time for me to keep focused on my schooling and not get so distracted by friends and family members again...even though it was fun!!
A little off subject here but why do people have to be so cold hearted sometimes? I sometimes wish that everyone experienced a near death situation like the ones I have had to several times throughout my life, because that is what caused me to care about everyone and their feelings the way I do (I love my life because every day I am alive is a day I consider myself to be lucky that I made it this far). I find myself open for tons of pain when I leave my heart open for women/girls to see...why is it that being honest, truthful, faithful, caring and full on give you the shirt off my back not appeal to most women/girls?

2 comments:

Professor Feraldi said...

Hello JC,

It must be the women you are choosing. I know lots of women who long for honest, truthful, faithful, caring and full-on men. . . especially men who can score 100 pts in one scrabble turn! My daughters are some of these women. Unfortunately, they are too old for you because the youngest just turned 30.

I hope you do not close your heart to good women. They are still out there.

JCGates said...

Lol, thanks...your daughters are cute though.